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[ItsSamInit]

Sammysaint, on 25 July 2012 - 10:51 PM, said:

came to canada for fucking sun and its thunderstorms and shit god damn y'all

hahahahahaha! its sunny here and shit yo'

and I've spent all the sunny days at work...

[All Dead]

Ever since I quit smoking, I've gained around 12 lbs.

Smoking was the only thing keeping me in shape.

[ItsSamInit]

All Dead, on 26 July 2012 - 12:27 PM, said:

Ever since I quit smoking, I've gained around 12 lbs.

Smoking was the only thing keeping me in shape.

1) fap until your hand bleeds
2) sorted

[Skaz]

My grandma died yesterday. It sounds like the hospital staff were pretty incompetant. Also, I have to hand my dissertation in soon and I've barely started. I'm in two minds about whether to carry on with my Masters, I'm bored of academia now.

[All Dead]

ItsSamInit, on 26 July 2012 - 04:28 PM, said:

1) fap until your hand bleeds
2) sorted

I usually just fap til my dick bleeds.

[Stab The Judge]

ItsSamInit, on 26 July 2012 - 04:28 PM, said:

1) fap until your hand bleeds

if only...

[soybot]

My personal life is a faaackin mess right now

[ItsSamInit]

Well in my overdraft, fuck all work and student finance arrives the same day Octobers rent goes out. This could get sketchy...

[All Dead]

holy fuck razorburn go away

[ItsSamInit]

I've watched The Lorax twice now and I've started on a javascript interpreter...I probably need a reason to go outside...

[Floyd]

my hoity-toity new computer won't run eComStation. This fucking sucks. I am stuck with motherfucking windows goddamn seven. this thing WILL have Windows XP on it before the end of the day.

[EatShitAndCry]

It's a beautiful day and I wanna go outside but I don't want to show my face to the peoples of the world.

[Sammysaint]

ItsSamInit, on 03 August 2012 - 05:47 AM, said:

Well in my overdraft, fuck all work and student finance arrives the same day Octobers rent goes out. This could get sketchy...

Same dude, already paid my first months rent THANK GOD, but somehow gotta pay second rent payment on october 1st even though i don't get finance till after.
Fuck you student finance.

[Raphaela]

I 'accidentaly' invited some guy I had a short affair back in July to go to a party in Rio Claro when I was high last night. That wouldn't be a problem if I hadn't intendend to sleep with everything that moves on that party.
Besides, he asked me today if I'm cheating on him. Wtf, we only spent a weekend together...

[Sammysaint]

I had the most traumatic experience of my life in January and i ignored it for months and blamed myself which just made everything so much worse.
It ended my relationship because I couldn't cope with it, then I got straight into another one where i was emotionally abused and treated like a doormat for 6 months, and now i'm sort of seeing someone now who has already shown me that I can't trust them at fuckiing all yet I haven't told them to get lost, I fucking hate it.
Finally half-accepted what happened yet it just made me feel worse than I did when I was ignoring it, why?! I can't fucking speak about it to anyone because I physically choke if I ever try. I can't tell family, friends, I know I should go talk to my doctor but I don't know what i'd say. I feel worthless constantly and I feel like it's why I keep getting myself into these shitty relationships with people.

My head is a mess and I just feel like every inch of me is full of hurt and hate.

[EatShitAndCry]

I was walking with a friend of mine in DC tonight and some guys started cat calling her and following us. I didn't even notice (I was really upset at the time). They only left once she picked a brick up off the ground. She was pretty upset at me for not doing anything and I just kinda shut down once we got on the train. She's used to this shit. I'm not. I can't really wrap my head around my male privilege. I don't have to fucking care, I don't have to look for weapons in the ground ON MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY. I don't have to fear for my safety just to hang out with friends at a show. On the way home on the train she pointed out someone who she knew was a rapist and I just... fuck I can't deal with rapists existing. I'm having trouble making new friendships with men because the fact that he may be a rapist is always in the back of my mind. Some people I was friendly with turned out to be awful, awful people. I can't cope with the fact that despite being 6 feet tall, if those 3 guys had decided to make a move I probably wouldn't have been able to stop them. She told me not to dwell on the bad parts of humanity, but it's hard to do that when it's all around me all the time. I just want to be able to protect my friends, female or otherwise. She was the one who was threatened, but she was able to bounce right back and I was the one who could barely speak. I don't understand anything.

I also realized that I don't understand how rapists exist. Like, I can't put myself into their mindset. How do you do that to another human being and then justify it to yourself? Someone help me understand all this shit. I'm really confused and really down right now.

[EatShitAndCry]

PS I think I'm gonna get her pepper spray for her birthday. Is that weird? Is that an OK birthday gift? I can't legally buy it, so I'm gonna drag my mom along, and she can't legally carry it but I feel like the benefits outweigh the possible negatives. I figure, at least this way even if there's not a brick nearby she'll always have a weapon on her.

[Raphaela]

Pepper spray is the most useful thing in the world. If it wasn't so hard to get in Brazil I'd have one myself, and definately would love if a friend gave me for safety reasons.
It's the best you can do, really, fighting back in other ways could just make things worse (like if he had a gun or a knife with him, for example, he can even kill you if you fight back).

[Gibby]

Unfortunately pepper spray is illegal over here, otherwise I would have probably have bought my better half some by now. I wouldn't get some for myself though.

[EatShitAndCry]

Yeah, I give no fucks about my own safety. I bought the pepper spray at a local gun store (lol you guys can't even buy pepper spray, the cashier was trying to get us to buy an assault rifle), and the salesman said every woman in his family carried that kind. And it's technically illegal for her to carry it since she's underage, but (despite meeting a plethora of asshole cops and having a gun pointed at me by one before) I don't know of any cop who's enough of a dick to hassle a small girl about a thing of pepper spray. Also her dad's a cop so she can get off most small crimes.