and I've spent all the sunny days at work...
The 'bitch, whine and moan' thread mk II
Posted 26 July 2012 - 12:27 PM
Smoking was the only thing keeping me in shape.
Posted 27 July 2012 - 06:25 AM
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Posted 10 August 2012 - 01:02 PM
http://chorusofone.no-ip.org/ -strike anywhere forum. join it.
"Move to Atlanta!"
Posted 10 August 2012 - 02:15 PM
Same dude, already paid my first months rent THANK GOD, but somehow gotta pay second rent payment on october 1st even though i don't get finance till after.
Fuck you student finance.
Posted 12 August 2012 - 08:22 PM
Besides, he asked me today if I'm cheating on him. Wtf, we only spent a weekend together...
Posted 14 August 2012 - 05:48 PM
It ended my relationship because I couldn't cope with it, then I got straight into another one where i was emotionally abused and treated like a doormat for 6 months, and now i'm sort of seeing someone now who has already shown me that I can't trust them at fuckiing all yet I haven't told them to get lost, I fucking hate it.
Finally half-accepted what happened yet it just made me feel worse than I did when I was ignoring it, why?! I can't fucking speak about it to anyone because I physically choke if I ever try. I can't tell family, friends, I know I should go talk to my doctor but I don't know what i'd say. I feel worthless constantly and I feel like it's why I keep getting myself into these shitty relationships with people.
My head is a mess and I just feel like every inch of me is full of hurt and hate.
Posted 14 August 2012 - 11:57 PM
I also realized that I don't understand how rapists exist. Like, I can't put myself into their mindset. How do you do that to another human being and then justify it to yourself? Someone help me understand all this shit. I'm really confused and really down right now.
Posted 15 August 2012 - 12:24 AM
Posted 15 August 2012 - 09:03 AM
It's the best you can do, really, fighting back in other ways could just make things worse (like if he had a gun or a knife with him, for example, he can even kill you if you fight back).
Posted 15 August 2012 - 10:24 AM
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