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[LilyLilac]

All Dead, on 07 August 2012 - 10:35 AM, said:

I would just pirate the album, especially if you pre-ordered it. I'm sure it's leaked.

Thankyou. That's a good idea.

[Floyd]

Bands do that to over-hype new records to try to get more people to buy them. the best bands release their music for free online and sell physical copies at shows.

[EatShitAndCry]

That's not true, Propagandhi doesn't do that.

[Raphaela]

The guy that rejected me a month ago suddenly talked to me on facebook last night. He said he accidentaly hit my name as an excuse but started talking about how he hadn't seen me at uni or anywhere the past couple weeks.
I don't know how I should feel about that.

[Gibby]

http://www.guardian....-my-sons-tattoo

Ahh, middle class problems.

[Gibby]

Out of curiosity, did any of the rest of you have to learn like country dancing at school or is this just a Scottish thing? I don't necessarily mean Scottish country dancing, just your local equivalent. We had to do it just before Christmas every year in primary school and the first year or two of high school.

[Floyd]

we learned dancing in gym class in like the 6th grade, square dance was part of the unit.
I remember an old one-piece turntable playing a scratched, warped record and eventually the teacher figured out how to record it to a tape when the record player broke, but it sounded like shit.

[Gibby]

For a few weeks in November/December we'd get that instead of PE. Hated it at the time but nowadays ceilidhs are a good laugh and it helps to vaguely remember what to do.

[Floyd]

Exactly! but I don't remember anything about it except that awesome record player, and now I have one almost identical.

[TheGrimReaper]

Ugh, life sucks sometimes. I had a good summer. Now I'm back to being bored and lonely again. I guess I see now why they say nothing lasts forever. I mean, I still have 2 friends but one I only hang out with sometimes like for a bike ride or something and the other one ignores me when someone else is around and just uses me I think. I thought I had finally made some REAL friends for once in my life and it all ends over something so fucking stupid. They were the best friends a person could ever have. The one girl even said I was her first real best friend, which made me feel so good. I had so much fun with them all. I got to hang out with them alot cause they were home almost everyday. Sure a couple of them were a little younger, but they were still great friends, or so I thought.
A couple of them are kind of still friends with me I guess, but I probably be seeing them much since they're friends with the rest of them, and a couple are their brothers.

Fuck life. It's like everytime I have something that makes me happy I just lose it. I lost my new friends. I think I lose my old best friend Mikayla, I think I don't have a boyfriend anymore not sure what's going on with that yet, lost one of my ferrets last month, lost the best dog in the whole world last summer, lost pretty much every other friend I've ever had for different reasons. It makes me wonder, what will I lose next that is so important to me? I really don't want to know. How can people have lifelong friends? All my friends have always left me in the end.....I honestly can't see when I'll ever make new friends again, there's no one else left in the neighorhood.

[Sammysaint]

TheGrimReaper, on 15 August 2012 - 07:25 PM, said:

Ugh, life sucks sometimes. I had a good summer. Now I'm back to being bored and lonely again. I guess I see now why they say nothing lasts forever. I mean, I still have 2 friends but one I only hang out with sometimes like for a bike ride or something and the other one ignores me when someone else is around and just uses me I think. I thought I had finally made some REAL friends for once in my life and it all ends over something so fucking stupid. They were the best friends a person could ever have. The one girl even said I was her first real best friend, which made me feel so good. I had so much fun with them all. I got to hang out with them alot cause they were home almost everyday. Sure a couple of them were a little younger, but they were still great friends, or so I thought.
A couple of them are kind of still friends with me I guess, but I probably be seeing them much since they're friends with the rest of them, and a couple are their brothers.

Fuck life. It's like everytime I have something that makes me happy I just lose it. I lost my new friends. I think I lose my old best friend Mikayla, I think I don't have a boyfriend anymore not sure what's going on with that yet, lost one of my ferrets last month, lost the best dog in the whole world last summer, lost pretty much every other friend I've ever had for different reasons. It makes me wonder, what will I lose next that is so important to me? I really don't want to know. How can people have lifelong friends? All my friends have always left me in the end.....I honestly can't see when I'll ever make new friends again, there's no one else left in the neighorhood.

I think the problem is the age of the people you make friends with, they don't see friendships the same as you will as you're older than they are. And not being with that guy probably isn't the worst thing... you don't even sound bothered or upset which is good!

[TheGrimReaper]

Yeah. I'm really not all that upset about my boyfriend. We hadn't been talking much lately anyway. Because I sent him the letter and he never got it, and I sent it again, and he still didn't get it. So while I was waiting to see if he would get it so I could finally see him in person, we just talking so much because we were running out of things to say, all we would say is how we love eachother and could wait to meet in person and ask each other what we'd been doing and that would be it. Now he hasn't been on to talk to me in almost a week, so either he's super busy or we're over.

I'm honestly more worried about having no friends again. Because friends are more important to me than love, always.
I can't quite make sense of the whole thing with my friends anyway. I was talking my friend Joe and this one girl who I hang out with a little bit and saying how my best friend (Joe's sister and is also pretty good friends with that girl) seemed like she was either in a really bad mood or was mad at me and I had no idea why should be because I didn't anything wrong. I asked Joe if and the girl if they knew why. They said "I can't tell you, well, I can, but I don't want anyone else to hear, they're not supposed to know I guess." So we went to the other side of the street where no one else was around to hear and he told why. But he didn't explain to well. He really didn't have much time since Chris, who I bike with sometimes, came over where we were.
All I know is something about her being mad because their neighbor Ms. Smith told their dad about how she was mad that one of them had pulled out grass and put it in front of her driveway (she obsesses over her neighborhood being clean especially her home, she's always sweeping the sidewalk and her driveway, even the other side of the street, not just her side). So anyway, the girl that I was talking to today, well yesterday, she got blamed for it, so I told Ms. Smith, that no she didn't. So she asked who it was, and I really didn't want to tell on my friend but I wanted to be honest and didn't want the girl to get blamed for something she didn't do or for anyone else to get blamed wrongly for it. So I told her it was my friend Anna and that I had no idea why she did it, I just simply heard her say something about going to put grass in front of the lady house, she didn't really say why. She just did it. She came back. She saw Ms. Smith coming over by her house and she went running inside. No one much knew she did it, just me and a little boy Nathan. I think we were the only ones who knew. I don't remember if anyone else was around at the time or not. So anyway, I heard that they said something about that they said that my niece or her friend did it and I just blamed it on her sister. Which is NOT at all true. Infact, I don't even think my niece or her friend were there at the exact time that it happened. I'm not sure. So apparently Anna didn't admit to doing it, I'm guessing, not sure. So anyway, for whatever reason, not only are they mad at me, but their dad said they're not aloud to hang out with me anymore. But apparently it must only be the girls that can't because I was hanging out with his son Joe. I kind of wonder if that has anything to do with the girl I was talking to and her little brother not being aloud to come to my house anymore. I wouldn't understand if it does though, because it had nothing to do with their family.

Now I'm really mad because their dad doesn't know the truth, and I don't if the one girl honestly believes that her sister didn't do it and my niece or my neice's friend did it and so they're mad that I blamed them, or if she knows but lied about it or whatever and is just mad. Which wouldn't make sense because her and her sister practically hate each other anyway, so usually I would think she wouldn't care what happened with her sister and wouldn't get mad at me for nothing like that.

I just wish there was a way that they could know what REALLY happened. But if I can't talk to the girls then there's not really a way that I can tell them. Besides, they probably wouldn't believe me anyway. If I could tell Joe, maybe he could tell them, but I just don't know. Especially since I still don't understand the full reason why they're mad. The story was sort of confusing to me, so.

[Sammysaint]

all that over grass?
I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I JUST READ

[TheGrimReaper]

Sammysaint, on 15 August 2012 - 08:24 PM, said:

all that over grass?
I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT I JUST READ

Yeah....that's kind of how I'm feeling too. I just don't get it......It sucks though.

[EatShitAndCry]

The Yiddish word for happiness is nachos. Goodnight.

ps 420

[TheGrimReaper]

In that case, I have no nachos. :P

[blah]

Are you still in highschool, if not you should be making friends in college that are around the same age as you as others have said. That would probably help with the stability of your friendships. Not sure if coherent or just feeling that way.

[Floyd]

she was home schooled and her parents won't let her leave the front yard, that's the whole problem.

[soybot]

Need ideas for a birthday present for Yohane's daughter turning 1 next Friday....

[blah]

Floyd, on 16 August 2012 - 08:15 AM, said:

she was home schooled and her parents won't let her leave the front yard, that's the whole problem.

Ty for the explanation did not know that.