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[TheGrimReaper]

Tomorrow I should tell all the people I want to invite about my birthday, so they don't make any another plans for that day.
Except I think it's supposed to storm tomorrow, so maybe the next day if it storms tomorrow.
I swear we've had almost no good weather in a long time.
It's either warm and rainy or cold and sunny. Bleh. It better be nice outside on my b-day cause Silly String is too messy outside.
Plus there's more room outside for us all, since my house is kinda small, and I got those Fyrflyz things, which wouldn't be the best idea to be swinging in the house, I could just imagine them breaking one of my mom's collectibles or something else not easily replaceable and then me having to clean up the mess and me getting in trouble since they're my friends.

[EatShitAndCry]

TheGrimReaper, on 01 March 2012 - 06:59 PM, said:

Man, that Lipton Green Tea I got today was awesome. Even better than the Peace Tea brand my Dad was buying me before. :) I officially love Green Tea.

Way to change your quote to something fucking boring and benign.

[TheGrimReaper]

EatShitAndCry, on 01 March 2012 - 10:13 PM, said:

Way to change your quote to something fucking boring and benign.

I regretted what I said, especially because it made me sound so homophobic, and I'm really not. So I wanted to change so it doesn't look like that anymore.

[All Dead]

This thread is seriously giving me a headache.



But boy, is this Lipton™ Green Tea delicious.

[TheGrimReaper]

Sorry, but that did make me kind of laugh when you made the tea remark.

[Floyd]

TheGrimReaper, on 01 March 2012 - 11:19 PM, said:

I regretted what I said, especially because it made me sound so homophobic, and I'm really not. So I wanted to change so it doesn't look like that anymore.

you know who else does that regularly? REPUBLICANS
and Hitler.

[TheGrimReaper]

Floyd, on 02 March 2012 - 09:56 AM, said:

you know who else does that regularly? REPUBLICANS
and Hitler.

Oh God, not cool. I hate republicans. Lol.
And hitler.

Edited by TheGrimReaper, 02 March 2012 - 12:05 PM.

[All Dead]

TheGrimReaper, on 01 March 2012 - 11:45 PM, said:

Sorry, but that did make me kind of laugh when you made the tea remark.

It was a joke, so laughter is an appropriate response, if not preferred.

That doesn't take away from the fact that you did say some pretty homophobic shit, though.

[Floyd]

I made a countdown clock to stay sweet fest:
http://chorusofone.n...etCountdown.zip
The great thing about it is that with slight changes to the source code, it can be used for almost anything!

[TheGrimReaper]

I just don't even know anymore...... :|
My mom says I should see a therapist.....maybe I really should.........not that she seems to care about me much anyway.

Thing is, I can't afford a therapist, I got no money. Not allowed to get a job, not allowed to get a license (can't afford it anyway), not allowed to babysit, can't do nothing.

I'm stuck here is this fucked up place forever........no one to help me either cause all my friends are too young to do anything to help me anyway.

I swear everyday in this house, at least once a day, someone is fighting someone, and it's usually someone fighting with me or me fighting with them. And I swear at least once a day I'm getting in trouble for something, and at least 40% of the time I get hollered at I swear I really have no idea why I am getting in trouble, and then when I ask why their mad at me, they either don't answer, or get more mad, or they say that I know what I did and stop acting so stupid like I really don't know what I did wrong.......wtf? I don't get it.

I'm sick of this place but I got nowhere to go. If I am crazy and I do need help, half my problem is probably being stuck in this effed up place, it's probably making me crazy 10x faster. :'(

And I feel like no one loves me.

And I'm supposed to be more positive and love myself, but how can I love myself when no one else loves me? Because obviously if no one else loves me, there must be something wrong with me (inside and/or outside), and there's something that wrong with me, then I don't see how I can love myself anyway.

[Punk Rock Geek]

We have been telling you to see a therapist for years.  If your mom is offering to take you, then go.

[TheGrimReaper]

Punk Rock Geek, on 07 March 2012 - 09:56 PM, said:

We have been telling you to see a therapist for years.  If your mom is offering to take you, then go.

No, see, apparently you read it wrong. She isn't offering. She just says I need help. She isn't going to pay for it, she doesn't really care I don't think, and she couldn't afford it anyway. And neither can I.

[Punk Rock Geek]

When your own mother thinks you need a therapist but won't pay for it, then it should be pretty clear as to what the problem is.

[TheGrimReaper]

I know I'm pretty stupid, but it can't be that clear what the problem, cause I don't know what it is really.

[EatShitAndCry]

It's your family. Get away from them.

[TheGrimReaper]

EatShitAndCry, on 07 March 2012 - 11:06 PM, said:

It's your family. Get away from them.

You don't understand, I can't.

[Floyd]

I remember when my parents got a divorce, the courts made all three of us go to therapists. He said there was nothing wrong with me and it was all my parents fault and that they were the ones with issues and I was normal.

I don't know if I would call myself "normal" but I imagine something similar would happen with your parents.

You can leave, find real friends and just go! it really is that easy! I am finally leaving next month, even if it is just for 5 or 6 days, I am stoked for it anyway!

[TheGrimReaper]

Floyd, on 07 March 2012 - 11:23 PM, said:

I remember when my parents got a divorce, the courts made all three of us go to therapists. He said there was nothing wrong with me and it was all my parents fault and that they were the ones with issues and I was normal.

I don't know if I would call myself "normal" but I imagine something similar would happen with your parents.

You can leave, find real friends and just go! it really is that easy! I am finally leaving next month, even if it is just for 5 or 6 days, I am stoked for it anyway!

But the problem is, I have nowhere to go, or no way to get anywhere. I have no older friends and I can't drive.

[Floyd]

Thats because you keep making excuses for yourself, I used to make excuses for myself, this year I decided to stop making excuses for myself. Now I am going to Stay Sweet Fest!

[EatShitAndCry]

Honestly, anti-war, I think you'd be better off as a hobo with an addiction to smack than you are staying in that house.