AdamDabour, on 30 November 2010 - 02:14 PM, said:
Ok for once stop thinking everyone cares what your doing every second of everyday just because it might in some way be related to a thread... buy a diary and write your shit in that
Okay, but as for that post, I think that was fine being posted there, because it was part of the argument. Even though that came from a guy that had nothing to do with the argument on here, it still was related, it was showing the opinion of one man, and what is probably the opinion of many other men.
But, I do admit, there are times when I post unimportant, or times when I reply to threads that I really have no real reason to reply to because there's no importance in what I'm saying or it's already been said.
But sometimes I just like to be a part of the conversation and feel important, or sound smart, and it always comes back at me and makes me feel more stupid, and it makes me more hated.
So I should stop trying.
But like I said, I like to be a part of the conversation, but everytime I try, my opinion gets rejected, even if it wasn't something already said and it had importance. Sometimes you guys just automatically reject what I say, just because it's me.
So yeah, now after that is when you're probably thinking "Okay, so what, then find another community where people will accept you and your ideas and they'll be more like you."
No, I don't want to, I hate being rejected here and constantly being insulted and told to leave.
But I stick around because this place, even though you guys may not notice it, has actually changed me, for the better.
I've learned quite a bit ever since I've came to this community, and surprisingly I've learned to communicate with people better, not just online, but somehow, even in IRL.
I have become a little smart and even a little less annoying since I've joined here. I notice the difference.
It makes me think at least a bit more before I say something, at least most of the time, notice I haven't been making as many spelling and grammar errors, that I know of.
Hell, this place has even helped me improve a bit on writing song lyrics, because back when I used to post them on here I'd ask you guys for criticism on them, and surely enough you guys would be there to tell me everything that was wrong with it, but I liked it, because it helped me get better at it.
As much as I hate getting insulted, sometimes I feel like it's all just constructive criticism, because it helps me change.
Sometimes, I admit it does make me upset and depressed though, mostly if I'm already not in the best mood.
But it does help too.
I've noticed a pretty big change since I've been here.
I've matured more too.
I've even looked at porn now, which sounds very strange to say, but I guess that makes me more mature? And it's mostly because of you guys.